Doa

In the name of Allah the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful.

My very best friend sent a message to me, a very nice Doa. I am not sure whether she wrote this by herself or just forwarded from somewhere. Anyhow, I cried when I read this. Very touching and yes I really need this. 

I share it here, specially to those who are still heart broken as I do. 

Bismillah...

Ya Allah,
Bila dia bukan untuk ku,
Bila dia bukan jodohku,
Maka berilah ganti yang lebih baik buatnya.
Dan bantulah aku untuk memperbaiki diriku.

Ya Allah,
Bila ini bukan masanya,
Bila ini belum saatnya,
Jarakkan kami.
Pisahkan kami.
Agar kami jauh dari dosa dan perkara sia-sia.
Agar kami tak mengundang murkaMU.
Agar kami dapat lebih menjaga hati.

Dan
Bila doaku didengari,
Bila permintaanku KAU kabulkan,
Bila masa membina jarak yang memisahkan,
Bila waktu membina tembok yang merenggangkan,
Bila kami semakin jauh,
Ingatkan aku tentang doaku yang lalu.

Ya Allah,
Bila itu terjadi,
Yakinkan aku,
Bahawa doaku didengari,
Bahawa KAU sedang merencanakan yang terbaik buat aku,
hambamu.

Bantulah aku menjalani hari,
Bantulah aku menerima ketentuan dengan ketabahan.
Agar terhapus semua kesedihan dan kekecewaan.
Agar dapat ku pujuk hati ;
“kerana ALLAH lebih tahu…”

Gloomy Day

I thought I can forget you. Forgive you. Yes yes I did forgive you but can't forget you. This is bad. I am not suppose to post anything about you. Not at all. But this damn feeling is killing me.

Ya Allah, 

di penghulu hari yang tenang ini, aku bermohon kepada Mu Ya Allah, 

berilah ketenangan dalam hati ini.

 Damaikan jiwa yang semakin goyah ini. 

Pimpinlah daku Ya Rabb. 

Jauhkan dia dari ingatanku ini. 

Moga Kau tuntun diri ini. 

Amin.

Bila Diri Disayangi

In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful.

Have you ever heard the song of "Bila Diri Disayangi-Ukays"?

I bet you have. This is an old song. At first I thought its just jiwangjiwang song like other Ukay's songs. But then I realized that its not an ordinary song. It is a song from a slave to Allah. The lyrics are great, inspired and meaningful.

 Let say if you were ever lost or sunk in this insignificant world, hold out your hands..

 He will reach you, as He always does.

No matter how many times you fall,

He will guide you.

No matter how many times you forget Him,

He will always be by your side.

Remember this...

You will always be loved by Him

To be loved by the Almighty, isn't it wonderful?

Isn't it awesome?

Is it not?

Here is the song's lyrics ...

♫♪ Terdengar bisikan mesra

Kalimah keramat bermentara

Bermulanya siang berakhir malam ku

Tak akan ku jemu menyebut namaMu

Tiada batasan waktu

Tiada tempat mu tertentu

Di gunung di lembah, di darat, di air

Siapa pun hamba, keikhlasan doa, keagungan

Kasih merubah takdir

( korus )

Bila ku sedari diri disayangi

Langkah kaki ini semakin berani

Bila terkeliru ku ucap namaMu, terasa diriku

Kembali dipandu

Engkau pertama, tiada akhirnya

Aku dalam kegelapan Engkaulah cahaya

Izinkahlah aku menumpang di sini

Di bawah naungan kasih dan sayang Mu

Ku berserah diri ♫♪

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P/S: suppose I put this song as background song for this post. But since I'm not used to this blog yet, I donno how to put it. So, you guys can just search for this song in Youtube ey? or dengar kat 4shared jea ey? 

::Peace be upon you::

In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful.

I found a very nice words. From a blog that I can't remember from where I read it. I saved it in my lappy. Thought it might help me one day, indeed it did. Those out there who has same experience like me, ditched, move on my dear. Thats exactly what I'm doing. I know its hard. I feel the same way too but there is no other way, never avoid as it will always haunting you.

 Be strong cause Allah always with us.

 Ask Him to lend you some of His strength, He will.

 Beg Him of His mercy, He heard. 

There is no other cure than Him.

Allah gives this to us,

Cause He knows better.

Here, for us..

"Suddenly I somehow know that my life did not need to be this way and that GOD had something better for me. I felt him gently whisper these words to my soul: 'You continue to get your heart broken because you are holding the pen of your life and trying to write your own story. I am the Author of love. I am the Creator of romance. I know your heart's every desire. I want to script a beautiful tale just for you, but first you must give the pen to me. You must let ME become the center of your existence. You must let ME have total control of your love life, and every other area of your life as well..." 

The Beginning of The End.

In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful.

Cinta itu tak akan pernah diberkati jika cinta itu dibina atas dasar nafsu, atas dasar kesepian dan kepinginkan teman. Binalah cinta atas redha Allah. 

You are no longer mine and we are now, strangers.

Live you life well as I know you will.

You were once part of me but no more.

This is hard, I'm hurt.

But someday I'll get through of it.

As this is just the beginning

of our ending love.